yes i know.its been a long time since time i last blog but life been real busy.with lots of tests and homework.cant seem to find time to breathe.perhaps i made e wrong choice in choosing this path but there is no turning back.what i can do now is only to work hard and pray that i can successfully cross this 2 years hurdle...
common test just end and i know its screwed up but its alright its not the end.there are more important things in life than this tests and stuff.have been thinking alot after common test.just realise in life things can be so volatile.even kinship.things are not the same as e past.last time we used to be so closed but now i just realise we have drifted apart.far too apart.now i just feel like i am talking to a stranger i dont even know how to strike a conversation between us.i felt so lost.i dont want to lose you.i know if i just let u go,u will never come back.but i have no idea how to catch u back.it pains my heart to see u drifting away.i dont want things to turn out this way but i dont know how to salvage the situation.i only know i want to RECONNECT with you like how we used to in the past...
i want to have the best of both worlds!yes.i am greedy=)
havent been blogging.just too busy n tired to do so.i will try.blog as often as i can!
hmm.life is just so boring nowadays.everyday is just like schooling,doing tons of hw,attending courses,studying for MANY MANY tests!arrgh!v boring.few outings =(
haha.but thankfully everyday go sch there will always be things which allows me to laugh out heartily. making my schooling life more colourful.hehe.realise tt actually talking helps me to destress!=) have been talking alot now compared to last time.
sch wrk just sucks.everything is like falling apart.everyday is like always got no energy just feel like sleeping when i get home.can no longer study till super late in e night.10+ is my max and yet i still have panda eyes.failing or borderline passing.its bad.hmm.but i will persevere!quickly crossing this hurdle...
hmm.took up golf for idp.its fun!i wanna play at e real golf course!(nt thse muddy grounds where we are playing now)
for now.i shall slp...
tml is the syf central judging day for bbss choir.suddenly make me remember e syf i took part 2 yrs ago.really cherish thse moments performing on stage although i will not have e chance to perform on stage again:( anyway tis post is specially for them.hehe.muz jiayoux!u all have been training so hard so i am v confident tt u all can reach ur goals.but mst importantly enjoy performing!:) jiayoux!
hmm.tis few days have e blogging mood.juz wanna blog blog blog abt wads happening.dun think tt after pae will blog so often le better blog nw!=p
today was my first time crashing.=p.haha.crash into pjc with sec sch mates n cuzzies.went sch with cheryl!long time nv go sch together le miss thse times when almost everyday i will see tt familiar face on e bus.hmm.e place seem so stranger but luckily cheryl was around.sat wid her friends n i saw jiajun!my pri sch best buddy!nv really change much.still feel v comfortable chatting with her. dingdong!its time to chiong to toilet n hide!haha.me n wf hide in 1 cubicle while bel n friends hide in e other.we waited n waited...finally came out was sweating lyk hell!but its hell fun.went to sanctuary slack chat n sight-see.nth much to do except xplore their sch food?try their chicken rice which was slightly above average.hmm.realise tt actually we have got a mini 4e1 gang in pjc.haha. then e whole day was juz slacking my whole day in canteen with bel n juz gossip=D.saw many bbss pple n make a new nice friend(jasmine=D).perhaps its my first n last time crashing but have no regrets crashing.whee!~
hiya.attend sch as usual.hehe.found todays bio quite interesting prob cause its e easiest part.aft i give myself a long long long long break b4 attending ct lesson.2dae will b e last day tt we have proper lessons with our pae class n teachers.hmm.so ct show us some important values.really appreciate what she had done for us.thnxs!haha.a nice interesting n comical teacher...e pae period is going to end soon.have realise many things and experience happy n sad times.secondary buddies are no longer physically with u but only mentally thus u will have to be more independent n adapt to e new environment.good or bad?its up to u to think...
meet up with jiahui.darren.lunfa.joehan.xiaoshen go alvin hse play mahjong!hmm.first time there. omg!e house v nice!what shocking is alvin room quite neat!muahaha thought tt he v untidy de.haha.set up 2 tables like gambling den lyk tt.haha.1 is e 'fierce' table while e other is e 'friendly' table.huge dif between e atmosphere.e 'fierce' table super scary n quiet while e 'friendly' one v noisy n fun.hmm.make a new disciple today.v happy tt he is a fast learner=).haha.so pro.hmm.it aint everything abt mahjong but e fun we have n mst importantly i get to meet up with them!=)
i am wondering wondering wondering...
